There’s a lot in my past that I let affect me. The childhood teasing, the control and abuse from my ex, the way certain people try to make themselves feel better about themselves by putting me down.. I know confidence is needed, I know I have to be strong to get to where my path is. It’s hard, I want to be quiet and stay out of drama, but I don’t need that crap. They say confidence is sexy and good, I always saw it from pretty girls as being too bitchy, not because I want to judge them but it’s the perception I got… How do you build this without changing who you are otherwise?

Have I mentioned how awesome figure skating is? Well I love it.. Enough to compete next month. Let’s hope I do ok.

So I just checked it out because friends are on there… While it’s interesting, I fail to see how it’s different from Tumblr… O_O Just another of the same site?

Going on the ice again today. I realize that it must sound boring to some, but it’s so refreshing and invigorating and it makes me happy. I don’t need people with me to be happy, it’s just you out there. Otherwise, very lazy day! Maybe I’ll do something productive later!